I suddenly remembered the story of Christopher Robin and Winnie the Pooh.
Christopher grew older and he ended up leaving the hundred acre woods. This I remember.
It made me sad. I looked up quotes from Winnie The Pooh.
"Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave."
"I used to believe in forever, but "forever" is too good to be true."
"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you."
"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together. There is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you."
"If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever."
It is so sad. I am completely serious, this is a terrible frame of mind to be in, all brought on by my childhood memories of a children's story. Its all just very sad.