I don't know what to name this post but it is some what of an update and explanation

I have been trying to keep a clean break from the sims world, but its very very hard, turns out i liked you all a lot more than I had realized, anywhozzzle I'm not returning (so don't get the wrong idea about my blog being open again)

The blog is open because, upon reflection, there is a small amount of cc here, not that its great cc, but particularly the keyblades, because thats something I searched for ages for and never found, and I suppose it would be disappointing to find that there were such things for ts3 and then all the links to be hidden away in a private blog. 

I tried to make a clean break from everything because at the moment I have a lot to think about in regards life, and where I'm going and what I will do in life, all that stuff  that everybody faces at some stage in life. My attempts at getting everything all good and focused have totally failed, and have probably put me in a worse situation than I was prior. But don't worry about me, really its ok. Everything is relatively good, I mean just turn on the news and its easy to get a dose of perspective, it makes everything which we sometimes feel to be insurmountable problems into complete silliness.

I really ruin my own plan and resolve, because I have been lurking .. like a lot, which therefore defeats my attempt at a clean break, but as I said its hard to stay away from you guys especially when my plan which first required leaving totally fails, it felt like a one step forward two steps back kinda thing. I feel annoyed with myself that I've not been able to stick to my resolve, I feel like one of those people who signs up for "Weight Watchers" and in a matter of days finds themselves in the 'McDonald's drive thru'

I probably sound like I'm talking in code and few if any will get the full meaning of what I'm saying. 

I'm about to jump into a very complicated illustration and I hope that you are following:

Its like life is like a game of monopoly, and Ive been sitting in jail and decided I want to land on free parking so I pay the fine to get out, (one step forward) but then end up landing on someones hotel, (two steps back) and now I am running out of money and am not sure what to do next.

[end of illustration]

Which has brought me here to this blog writing this...

I'm not even sure If I'm going to publish this or if its just helping me think things through...

If after reading this you are left with the same feeling you had when trying to understand the plot of the T.V. show "Lost" then ignore this and move on, If you do understand then, 

*American Accent*

CONGRATULATIONS ITS A BRAND NEW CAR!

and it can all be yours if the price is right!

In my absence I have no idea what happens to the visitor count but for me its sitting at around 330,000, which is way off considering there have been no visitors in the last 2 weeks or so, with the exception of one visitor from Germany which I cannot explain.

What I also can't explain is how the mares nest managed to report on this within minutes of my pressing "publish post" btw Mare's is back woot

I'm still trying to stay away though, but you people make it hard with your uncanny powers...

I dare not question them..